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Hello wanderer! I am Charmeine <3 I love space, stars, Larping, Hunger Games, nature, and lolita fashion. I suffer from an a severe, undiagnosed chronic illness, but I don’t let my wheelchair hold me back. <3
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Tell me why I shouldn’t just kill myself soon.

This isn’t your normal, temporary teen angst. No, I’ve been sick as hell for way too long now, and the future is horrible unoptimistic that I’ll get any better. I’ve been in so much pain every day, so horribly dependent and disabled….I hate it…..this isn’t a life. I only get better to get worse again. I can’t take this.

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waywardvictoriankhaleesi: evilguineapiginator: darbesaurus: tittymonsta: cfgirlflying: schoolofcharmmentality: missmeoh: kestrelsansjesses: mariaacristina: Some ignorant asshole left this note on my sisters car today!! My sister was parked in a handicap spot WITH her handicap sticker on the mirror and some jerk has the nerve to write this note to her! My sister has Cystic Fibrosis, a condition which attacks the lungs. She is very sick but you cannot tell just by looking at her. She cannot breathe when walking in this heat! So screw you ignorant jerk!!! I hate you!! Please share this with whoever you can! Thank you! Fuck people who do this. I’ve been harassed in person before for using my handicap placard, and the woman made me cry. No apologies. She just drove away. THIS INFURIATES ME. I FUCKING HATE PEOPLE SOMETIMES. Makes me so mad. I’m about to kill someone One time my uncle parked in a handicapped spot and started to get out of the car, and some lady came up and started yelling at him. She said a bunch of rude stuff about him not being handicapped, so he pulled up his pant leg and took off his prosthetic leg without a word. Do they expect people to fall out of the car and crawl along the floor or something? Not every disability is visible! This. This is ableism. This is why I get so pissed off when able-bodied people think it’s okay to do things like mess around with wheelchairs, or use motorized carts because they’re “too tired to walk” or steal people’s mobility aids.  OP, I’m sorry your sister went through that. Some people don’t realize that you can’t actually just go up to the DMV and be all “I want a handicap placard”, you have to go through your doctor and they have to sign off on it, so people who have them do actually need them. Am I the only one that’s not enraged over this? Okay, yeah, if the girl had a placard and still received this note, then this is ridiculous. But even if she parked without a placard, because she’s still disabled, she should understand that the letter is NOT aimed at people like her that actually need the handicapped spot. She shouldn’t be offended. Things like this happen because there actually are a lot of assholes out there that are completely able-boded, and park in handicapped spots because they think they’re self-entitled. For example, I was at a hotel, and literally 6/8 handicapped spots were taken by people without placards, because they didn’t feel like parking farther away in the rain. Like, really people? And btw, this is all coming from someone who IS disabled. I’m not always in a wheelchair. I still suffer a lot even when I am able to walk. So I know what it’s like to have an invisible illness. ON THE OTHER HAND. Maybe I’m just not understanding this correctly. If she did park with a placard and everything and someone left her this note because she doesn’t “appear” disabled&#8230;.then yeah, THAT PISSES ME OFF.
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sparkle-sparkle-princess: baltimoreprincess: lolitaproblems: superkawaiidragon: “Anime Weekend Atlanta is proud present our 2013 Fashion guests of honor! Shunsuke Hasegawa, head illustration designer of the famous Lolita brand Putumayo, with Misako Aoki the ambassador of cute for a weekend of exciting and fashionable events! This won’t be your ordinary tea party, and fashion show. So stay tuned to our announcements more more details soon! You will also be able to get the latest in Lolita fashion straight from Japan in our dealers room from designers such as Angelic Pretty, Atelier Pierrot, Black Peace now, and of course Putumayo!” I use to live in Georgia and this is exciting! Im happy that its so far away and that its in September because the weather will be perfect for wearing Lolita out. I hope tickets aren’t too expensive/sold out. Oh look every convention is doing lolita related events….except Otakon. Still holding out hope that they will have some last minute surprise but it’s looking bleak. Yeah, apparently someone was super offended or something by lolita and now they don’t like us.&#160;; -&#160;; I was extremely disappointed to see the fashion show wasn’t a go. That’s the only reason I wanted to attend. Wait, this is a no go? BECAUSE I’M TOTALLY GOING TO ANIME WEEKEND ATLANTA. And I’m a lolita! Just putting that out there&#8230; :3
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rayasris-zozomon: Pinterest on We Heart It - http://weheartit.com/entry/64813237/via/ZozoAnn Hearted from: http://pinterest.com/pin/40180621648256051/
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ctthulhu: OMG O.O I absolutely adore this picture! Her and the kitten are both adorable &lt;3
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